i'm confused . i dunno wht i shuld do now . i wanna get over it soon ! not only me, i wan everyone of us to do so . we shuldnt be like this always . i want the old us . honestly, i didnt expect anyth like that from u anymore zann . but i'm fine with it alrd. after thinking abt it overnight, i guess i hv to support u . it's not that i'm forced to support u , i want to do so . i seriously do . and i still love u no matter wht alrite ? i've cried alot, i agree , but that's a human thing to do . u can't expect me to be happy aft hearing abt that. but after thinking abt it overnight , i think that it's no use crying over spilt milk anymore . what's done is done . i cnt do anything . i just wanna tell u, zann, that i still love u and will always love u as friend ! no matter wht . and i'm proud that i've made this decision ! to the rest : thanks for supporting zann when i wasn't there for him . i think without u guys, he wouldnt even hv the courage to tell us,especially me, the truth . thanks alot people and ILOVEYOUGUYS alot okay ! my love for you guys havnt decreased yet even aft that incident . dun think that i dun love u guys anymore . for now, i wan you guys to just study hard and concentrate on CT2 first . that's what matters the most okies ? we will study tgt, dun worry . from now onwards, i'll be there for u guys :] ILOVE YOU . i wanted to speak up wht's kept inside my heart but i guess it's best told through this song . enjoy !

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Demolition Lovers"

Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever









p.s. i miss you guys alot; i'll loveyou no matter wht :]